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I HATE MYSELF

by P.H.F.

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1.
GLOCK_19 01:41
2.
UR AN EXCUSE 04:37
You’re an excuse to me baby You’re an excuse to sleep at night And when you call my name I run away You’re an excuse to me baby I think I love you more everyday But probably even more when you’re away And even when you’re gone I barely came And even when I try I swear the same way You’re an excuse to me baby You’re an excuse to sleep at night And when you call my name I run away You’re an excuse to me baby Secretly I want it all the same way But probably even more when I’m away You’re an excuse to me baby You’re an excuse to sleep at night And when you call my name I run away You’re an excuse to me baby
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GLUE 03:15
Walk round this fuckin town I like when you’re not around I hate when you call I don’t want nothing from you at all Me and you were just like glue x 4 Walk round this fuckin town I like when you’re not around I hate when you call I don’t want nothing from you at all Me and you were just like glue x 8
4.
TRU 04:22
You cried already twice this week I been scared for a long time that you might leave i think I’d sooner stay home I lied so many times this week Im so scared that one day you’ll just up and leave And then you’ll never come home And its just everything I thought I knew bout you just wasn’t tru And its my problem can’t you see that I feel like its them verse me And its just never tru Appreciate the simple shit But its hard when you just feel like you might quit And then you’ll probably run home Abbreviate your problem quick Theres no time worth your family when you get bit I don’t know what I’ll call home And its just everything I thought I knew bout you just wasn’t tru And its my problem can’t you see that I feel like its them verse me And its just never tru You cried already twice this week I been scared for a long time that you might leave i think I’d sooner stay home I lied so many times this week Im so scared that one day you’ll just up and leave And then you’ll never come home
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Life from the fridge I thought I cared but I didn’t give a shit I thought I opened up the door now its cold so cold Im not smart or attractive I can only count to ten But I know I got a thousand enemies A glass of wine a single cup Tomorrow morning I’ll throw up Then wait in line till I return My card decline but I won’t learn My beating heart just gave in I won’t reply I bought a tin You never knew that I was done I told a lie it weighed a ton But what would I know I can barely count to ten Life from the fridge I thought I cared but I didn’t give a shit I thought I opened up the door now its cold so cold They’re not picking a color but I’m only seeing red But I still see them they’re hiding in the trees A glass of wine a single cup Tomorrow morning I’ll throw up Then wait in line till I return My card decline but I won’t learn My beating heart just gave in I won’t reply I bought a tin You never knew that I was done I told a lie it weighed a ton But what would I know I can barely count to ten
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Today I just feel great what a time to be alive I guess I’ll just wait to die Today I just feel hate if I’m serious i guess I just can’t wait to die I hate myself x 4 Come wake me up its late I’m too old to feel this way Why do I just want to die Its easier I guess not to think about why I’m depressed And just want to die I hate myself x 8
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Im only eating this cos you are I just do what you do I’m just so tired of my own excuses I still feed to you When did we decide to settle down You say you feel the same way x 2 Im only sleeping because you are I just do what you do Im just so tired of my own excuses I still think are true When did we decide to settle down You say you feel the same way x 2 m only eating this cos you are I just do what you do I’m just so tired of my own excuses I still feed to you
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J4U 02:54
You can try but you won’t like What you find its never what you Wanted I know you told me so Biting down I barely bought it Take it home look in the mirror Maybe later you skip dinner Out the house you can think clearer I know its never just like What you want baby What you need I take you out Once a week and I forget As I often do Baby I feel bad Just for you Im sorry I can’t say not Anymore it means nothing to me Appalled I didn’t make it I know its bad but I’m still baited Bite my tongue and wait till later Fraught, I saw you, I just waited It out like I got the time but Time aint ever just like What you want baby What you need I take you out Once a week and I forget As I often do Baby I feel bad Just for you What is wrong Is it the problem or me So I go out Once a week I try forget As I often do Baby I feel bad Just for you
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I don’t know her I don’t know myself either Wish I could just get out wish I could just stay cleaner Wish I didn’t sit around all day and think of all the million ways that I could be Better someday I hate my job I think I just hate the people Wish I could just get along I never really got appeal I could fill another ashtray and think of all the million ways that I could be Better someday
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SWAN 01:46

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